okok thanks to all my frens haha... but i was just in a mood i geuss... normally im fine... its like all my stuff abt frens are directed to some frens but they dun read my blog so i guess its qt pointless haha... and yah getting qt tired of the whole thing lah! like ed says heh. anyway today i like finished all my hmwk! like all the tutorials are done!!! haha... ok except curve sketching but tt is cos i have NO IDEA and i din have the great f maths master with me haha... so i gave up :( today is really such a wasted day ok. like so many free periods i could have died haha... i would rather sleep more lor... waste my time! haha... hmm today got arsenal vs chelsea... dun think i can wake up tho haha... oh manz tml got bio lab... histology... =| (ed's fav face) crap i hate looking at the stupid microscope haha... was trying to persuade dexter to go out with me tml cos i THOT dun have trg... but in the end got!!! but anyway he said cant oso haha... oh man i cant wait for nxt week! sat night fever! cool stuff heh. char was saying tt we nv go out and i was like telling ehr shes abit slow haha which is true... but i guess its inevitable tt they would rather stay at home when they are free cos now like very seldom at home oso... actually... i dunno i was abit upset tt they both decided to follow me and do the same cip haha... like qt stupid rite but i wanted it to be something tt is special to me... tts y i din really wanna tell them at first but well i told them in the end and they decided to do it too... i mean i waslike telling myself tt to feel like they are stealing something tt is mine is super dumb cos volunteering is like helping and when more pple volunteer den its better for the patients and stuff... but cant shake the feeling off lah... and summroe its like they din even tell me tt they were doing it lah... i only knew when i overheard them... and now dan's going to do it too... like ok lah... nvm lah will try to get rid of the feeling... its super dumb anyway. i wish they had told me tho but nvm lah... hmm kaal ho naal ho on fri haha hope it will be good :) im sure it will... heh. cos its for God! wanna invite some pple... hope they will come but i dunno i dun really have faith tt it will happen... hmm i duno. today during gp i was like overflowing with worship for God in my heart haha i dunno y oso.. just liddat and i wanted to express it in some way but i cant draw and cant do anything! so i just lay there and was tryint to think of something to write but felt wierd cos char was like rite dere and i din want her to see haha oh wells. i think my poetry has left me :(